Journey .

I honestly felt grateful when I agreed to have relationship with this man, 1 years 5 month ago. He was someone who was very patient with my whims. I feel safe with him. He did not give me a feeling that I had gone through before. He was different. Totally different. I feel mean. Really mean.

He came to my life giving me strength to face my future with my sad past. He knew how my life is killing me by the memories. He knew I can’t move on. He knew all about it but yet, he is smiling and telling me everything’s gonna be fine. He’s with me.

I couldn’t imagine myself without him and if I lose him, I’ll probably being the stupidest girl on earth. Once I love, I love like never before. But once I left. There’s no more turning back. I’m hoping. He’s a nice guy indeed.

He’s sweet, always waiting for me. Texting me saying how much he missed me. Even I’m not always there to reply him, he will still do it without feeling tired. Telling me to always be safe. I feel glad I met this guy, I really mean it.

I still remember the way he proposed me, on that day, I promised him that I won’t let him down. I promised him I will be the best girl he ever met. This is my long journey. Indeed.