Life .

Don't judge me unless you have looked through my eyes, 

experienced what I have, 

and cried as many tears as me.

Until then back-off,

cause you have no idea . 

I feel ugly when look at at her again 

and again. 

Dream on me, wish could be happy as her . Can I?

I grow up so fast and I can’t even remember when was my childhood life . Living in Bangi makes me grow up faster than ever . You know when little kid at young age act like so sister and Im one of them . I wish I am not me who act like me on that moment somehow. For what am I doing. I’ve been thinking, this life is just like exam. younger life will be the test . and adult life is the result .

what you’ve been living when you was younger is the reason where you standing here now and I was shocked that im here because I thought i will be more miserable :) Life isn’t fair to me but well damn it, Im just used to it. I wish Im somebody else. But at a time I just love being me .

Maybe I can’t even accept the fact that I’ve been dumped . Quite yet . I just hate the feelings . How I hope i’m not at my position and I don’t have to feel this pain. It’s so much for a girl at my age. I’m dissapearing slowly.

But why so offensive. just get through it. Face it like a mama ! :) i can’t jump from the top of building or yell at people I don’t know to show how much I depressed right ? I’m happy to show people that im alright . Just not healing quite yet . 

That's true, I guess. Anyone?

Again, for the thousand times, I wish I could be like her.

But at a time, I just love being me

rather than be someone else.

Be a stranger. 

Sometimes, we need to look. Listen. And THINK. 

So then we know, 

what its really was. 

What about your LIFE?

Anyone?